the ketchup

my brightness lights up when I cough
this is a suppository of
peerless words - but not in the good way
waiter! there's ennui in this abstractness
how come 5 years olds can race rainbow road but not buy a beer
that isn't what saying, that's not when this started
when this started my computer was fluctuating in brightness
and it still is
it's been 45 minutes
it's been 45 minutes
find me some peers please
find me some society
because I don't have the stomach, or too much
because I work hard but don't try hard
denzel curry and eskimo kisses
i'm not going to have this conversation
this is the bridge and it"s in 7/4 time
no time for grace notes time for pushups
glitz is how i mean it and not how it's meant
and i'm meant to be glitzy and stormy and a drop
in the pan
i wish i didn't lash out
and i don't think that i do